Sand In my shoe

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 05:44:35 GMT

hey guys, I'm moving Livejournals. Add me at _kurr. Thanks.

Kerry

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 04:37:19 GMT

Your New Year's Resolutions

1) Get a pet pit bull

2) Eat less tofu

3) Travel to Greece

4) Study human sexuality

5) Get in shape with surfing

What Should Your New Year's Resoluton Be?

greece would be amazing.

I loathe tofu. well at least the kind at ODS.

I AM going to be studying human sexuality with luke. tehee!

I would love to go surfing. love love love to.

and a pit bull? it's just not in the cards this year. maybe in 2007.

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 03:35:45 GMT

Lately I have been really motivated. Well, motivated internally really. Physically, all I want to do is lay and watch movies all day long. I decided that I really, really need a job. I think it would help things with my dad and I. I know the reason we are at each other's throats a lot is mostly because of my inability to take a joke around him, or be patient...and I really need to work on that. It seems that I'm only like that around him, and I want it to stop. First and foremost, I need to stop asking for money. A job would help with that, a lot. I need to become more resposible, along with accepting my actions.

Another thing I need to do...

Let all my worries just go. They aren't valid.

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 07:57:09 GMT

I feel as if my head is going to explode into a thousand tiny peices.

The pain is seriously almost too hard to handle, and I can't find any advil. GOD.

I guess I'll go try and sleep this off.

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 06:14:28 GMT

I feel so sick. My dad brought me a Blizzard home from DQ and my mom and I watched Medical Mysteries on TV... until she turned the channel to some stupid documentary on the Lockness Monster. Then I had had enough of that. Theres not really a point to this but to say that I'm switching LJ's. This one has been ongoing for a while now, and I wan't a fresh start. But for now, I'm just going to go to bed.

goodnight neverland.

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 07:24:32 GMT

1100 dollars in debt.

go me!

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 05:06:34 GMT

Wells Fargo needs to calmmmmm down. good god. I come home to find a freaking STACK of envelopes sent to me since thanksgiving. Seven to be exact. Seriously. What do they want? I have no money! Leave me alone! And then....(AND THEN!) they call me this afternoon too.

Hello is this Kerry?

uh... yeaaaah.

Hi this is Wells Fargo. We wanted to let you know about our new identity theft pro--

I'm not interested, thanks.

Are you aware that every 1.3 seconds, someones identity is stolen?

Yes, I am aware of that (haha..because I like to read statistics for fun..) and Im not interested, Thanks anyways..

Well if you have any question please call us at 1-800-BLAHBLAHBLAH

CLICK.

apparently they call everyday too. How annoying! When I get an apartment you can bet my ass they won't be getting my new address. crimany.

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 22:18:30 GMT

I can't talk to my dad for more than five minutes without being so angry with him, almost to the point to tears. Actually, to the point of tears. I don't want to be an angry person. I know moving back home for a month will be a mistake. If I can't deal with my dad on the phone, how can I live with him?

ugh. not looking forward to christmas.

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 23:31:05 GMT

my roomate is moving out. im going to be alllll alone.

im kind of scared?

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 22:55:07 GMT

grocerie list:

Bottled water
Capri suns (maybe)
white cheddar cheetos
tea
birthday cards
birthday presents possibly
umm whatever looks good.

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 00:32:23 GMT

i seriously cant stand people who look for drama.

just a cherry on the top of a big fucking sandae of a bad day.

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 20:27:49 GMT

so there is something seriously wrong with me, I'v decided. I KNOW that I have ADD. Im going to tell my parents when I get home. Then, Im going to go to the doctors, so they can give me pills to concentrate. This is seriously hurting my academics. I can't focus. Like right now. I'm supposed to be doing homeowork. but am I? noooo.

and another thing. I think that I have diabetes. I'm kind of not kidding. I mean, I kind of have the same sypmptoms autumn did. MY PANCREAS DIED!

so an update from me.

ps. avery that picture you commented on my last entry made me laugh really really hard. What was I laughing about???? I forget! Oh yeah! It was because I was putting noodles on your shoulder and you didn't realize it for like, 20 minutes. haha. oh, good times at Imperial Garden with Wiliiam as our server. haha. they filled our waters quick!

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 05:24:08 GMT

Dear Kerry,

You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

REPOST THIS WITH DEAR ______ YOUR NAME AND HAVE PEOPLE MESSAGE YOU FILLING IN THE BLANKS

lame survey

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 08:35:20 GMT

section one: choose one or the other, and don't explain. Just simply type the exact words of the thing you choose (i.e. cheese or cheescake? Cheese)

1. CHUNKY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER? creamy
2. JAM OR JELLY? jam all the way. Jelly can go find some seeds and turn into jam, because everyone knows it's better that way.
3. AEROSMITH OR ROLLING STONES? Rolling stones, I think.
4. MARIAH OR WHITNEY? uhhh Mariah because I like the HEARTBREAKER! song.
5. FORD OR HONDA? honda
6. RAIN OR SNOW? snow, DUH!
7. NIGHT OR DAY? night
8. OPRAH OR ELLEN? ellen by far. this shouldnt even be a question.
9. SWEATSHIRTS OR SWEATERS? i like cardigans :)
10. ALCOHOL OR POT? uh lol, do I have to pick?

Section two: your opinion, in as many or as few words as you like. Your thoughts on...

1. ABORTION: Everyones gonna hate me for this one...but I think it should be legal. Personally its not something I would do because I have the opportunities and the health to raise a child... but who I am to take away the choice of someone else I don't even know? Hey.. we've all got rights. And it's a womans right.
2. HOMOSEXUALITY: What about it? I don't have any problems with it.
3. DESPARATE HOUSEWIVES: Um, I havent seen it a lot. I don't know.
4. THE WAR ON TERROR: I think the word "terror" is not fitting.
5. GEORGE BUSH I dont like him. at all.
6. OPRAH FOR PRESIDENT: I couldn't see it. But whatec, I mean anything can happen these days..haha
7. MARTHA'S COMEBACK: Haha, she's pretty gutsy for trying to scam the stock market. haha. she's always got the inside information.
8. THE LEGALIZATION OF MARIJUANA: Meh. Good and bad. I dont think pot has nearly the side effects as alcohol.. but I don't think it should necessarily be legalized right now. as for medical marijuana.. go for it.
9. THE ILLEGALIZATION OF ALCOHOL: yeah, alcohol is legal..
10. BRITNEY SPEARS AS A MOTHER: poor kid.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 07:56:28 GMT

I love the new Madonna song, "Hung up". When I listen to it, I see a crowded club scene. The lights are blinking, movements are cut into little peices. Yet, it's all moving so fast. It makes me want dance dance DANCE. I don't care... make fun of me. I'm addicted.

"every little thing that you say or do.. I'm hung up.. hung up on you"

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 02:11:36 GMT

Things to do:
001. go pee
002. think of what I'm going to get Erik for Christmas.. anyone who knows my brother feel free to post suggestions. (ps. its the older one)
003. calm this hunger
004. do the 7 lessons for Dig. Imaging that I've neglected to do
005. Do the CD cover
006. Burn a CD for the drive home on Wednesday.
007. Pack
008. Maybe look for a job? Grrrr.
009. paint. ughhh.
010. write that paper, lame.
011. clean out my car

thats actually about it. kind of not that bad!

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An entry I wrote almost one year ago today. Some of the stuff is still true.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/sandinmyshoe/2004/11/25/

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 04:13:52 GMT

Friday night Steen, Becca and I went to this restaurant called Marekesh. I was crazy. I seriously wish I would have brought my camera, the place was soooo out of control. So we get there, sit on these little mats... there are belly dancers everwhere (and yes, stina tipped her because she is a lesbian)and the waitress comes over and pours water over our hands. (she had really hairy legs, and it was actually really gross.. but that's besides the point)... The food came and we had to eat it with our hands. I got a new nickname because the rice was all over my face and in my hair.. ahaha, i was a mess. But yeah, the nickname is a secret because I would not like it to be used very often.. hahah.

So then Steen and I went back to my house.. and took a lot of pictures. My camera is being lame though, so I only have .3543 % of them posted. Oh well. Anyway.. I fell asleep early and Steena hung out in the computer room until ALL HOURS OF THE NIGHT! hmm.. she doesn't read this thing.. so i could say anything about her with her denying it. HMMMMM! haha.

So the next day Steen and I went down to hawthorne to find Nick and Luke a birthday present.. but couldn't find anything good there, so we drove to belmont. We raided Zupans and ate alll the free samples, haha. it was good times. We found this awesome little house on the corner of belmont. It was sooo cute. Front porch for good times, perfect for us. God, I would move there in a second if I could. I love the houses down there. so cozy.

Anyway, after that I drove to Jeff's house. We made tea and took a really long walk. He lives right in front of a farm, so we walked up into the feilds and had a much needed cigarette. Gah! I seriously needed that talk with him. He's so clear headed. We talked a lot about relationships, life, being little. I haven't had a real serious conversation in so long... it was nice.

So after that, I went to a movie, and got locked out. not that fun. I saw whitney. My best friend since middle school. I can't help but feel like we are falling apart. I hate it, but we both don't have time for each other anymore. I stopped by her work at gresham station before i left but I couldnt find her. Lame. I dont know.. I guess i will see how that goes. I got my hair cut. and It scared me. I almost started crying. Not cool.

Anyway. This weekend was amazing excpet for the fact that my family can be so annoying sometimes. I just feel so overwhelmed when im around them. BLAAAAAAAH. so yeah. my weekend. it was a good one.

New hair. kind of a weird picture.

yea.. not that great of the hair.

(ok so this picture is SUPER old.. but i thought I would post it anyway.)

jeff.

basically the same picture

drinking tea and hugging the jack...

Def. a myspace pic.

(only lesbians take pictures of their best friends sleeping)

older. my room. this summer.

mm....random.

yeahhhh.

being crazy in my family room.

what the fuck is she doing?

escaping my house with christmas stockings! haAHAHHA.

hot steen.

HAHA. steen and sierra.

linen closet blues.

out of control.

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 04:59:36 GMT

The Movie Of Your Life Is An Indie Flick

You do things your own way - and it's made for colorful times.

Your life hasn't turned out how anyone expected, thank goodness!

Your best movie matches: Clerks, Garden State, Napoleon Dynamite

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

uhhhhcool.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 21:17:53 GMT

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Science?

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 02:55:40 GMT

random realizaton: I hate the words "sweetie", "baby", "cutie", "hon", and "chica".

all of which are a very big part of my roomate's vocabulary.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 21:48:42 GMT

"hey there delilah" by the plain white t's.

It's been on repeat for about 10 hours now. Can't get enough.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 00:35:36 GMT

Which South Park adult(s) are you most like?

Mr. Garrison & Mr. Slave

You are a disturbingly and openly sexual... to the point where you'll shove things up someone's butt infront of a class of schoolchildren.

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Tue, 08 Nov 2005 20:47:47 GMT

I really shouldn't be updating because I have no time... but when do I ever do things on time?

The Amos show was awesome. I loved it. I now know why every girl goes crazy over musicians. Oh man, the bass player.. I'm not gonna lie.. he had it goin' on. MAN! HE WAS SO GORGEOUS. Anyway.. the show was great...just a bunch of hippies. Stina, Luke, Kate and I had front row, of course.

well I've got to finish half of this art project. Im so tired of the song thats playing right now. I don't even know who sings it...it's really annoying though. Some canadian-avril-lavigne-wannabe... and who would ever want to be avril lavigne in the first place?

oh good its over. bye.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 00:30:01 GMT

Im such a fucking pushover. I'm a doormat. I cant say no. "fine yea its cool use my car get lemonade all over the seats and laugh about it"

I just want everyone im with to be happy, and thats why I can never say no. God, im exactly like my mom.

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 06:40:46 GMT

i dont know why im updating this thing so much...

anyway... THE WEIRDEST THING HAPPENED!
so im sitting in sharis.. yano, talkin to lauren.. chattin' it up... and something got us on the topic of that cute little cartoon movie, american tale.... you know.. about the little mouse who gets lost in america! (feivel was his name).. anyway! so im singing the song in that movie that goes

"somewhere out there beneath the pale moon light...BLAH DI BLAH DI BLAH!"

AND THEN I FINISH.
well not even 2 seconds later, it come on the sharis speaker. WHAT THA! yeah, i know. i called stina and she was weirded out too.

and then i was thinking about how much sharis reminds me of the one on powell by keil's safeway and yeah...then that got me thinking about the sharis on burnside and that one time me and nik and becca all went and nik went CRRRRRAZY on yellowjackets. and then i laughed because i completely forgot about that night. and then it reminded me of swisher sweets because we thought it was cool becca could buy them and yeahhhhh thats about it. i have a lot of energy right now if you cant tell and im waiting for it to burn off so i can go to sleep.

ps i got a new screen name.. its kurrlikewhoa but i wont be using it because its way lame.

toodles!
amos in almost 1 day!

ps. if anyone has any idea what hillarys password to her computer is let me know. we've tried 'iloveboys' 'ilovelamb' but those dont work! dang shes too tricky!